I think this generation might be one of the saddest ever.
We have our drugs, we have our alcohol, but not many of us are truly happy.
oh tumblr.
In with the ying, out with the yang.
It is fucking ridiculous how I could have an sturdy A the ENTIRE semester, then I take the final, and I have a final grade of B. Bull shit.
I hate the schooling system so much. I know the information, I’m so much smarter than most of the kids at my school, yet because I don’t test well, I’m fucked.
got a 4.25 this semester:(
I should have a 4.75 though :’(. Damn you zulouf, I feel like stats should be the easiest shit ever, but you are a horrible teacher:(.
Basically this.
I’ve worked my ass off in basketball for the past 4 years for nothing. Every game I have played, the hundreds of hours spent at practice and film… for nothing.
All the money I’ve spent on shoes, basketball clothes, and travel teams have left me no where. It hurts. It hurts so fucking much. I’ve put my all into this program to get NOTHING back. And no one on my team can even begin to know how that feels. Not one single person. So they can’t expect me to smile and be happy when I get to go in the last 4 minutes of the game, against a team we were guaranteed to win. And I don’t suck either. That is the great thing.
It’s bullshit. My coach is bullshit.
I hate him with everything I’ve got inside of me.
The only thing I’ve learned this year is that hard work will not get you anywhere.
I feel like I will never make it to 18. I’ve always felt this way. That I will die young. Not suicide. Just… I will die.
We will see, I have 2 months.
