February 2012
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SCHEMA.
If you go to my school, I automatically think you are a low life dumbass.
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Fuck this.
When I was in a fucked up state of mind last year, I lost weight like crazy. Granted, I was on the verge of something bad… but it never did get.. bad.
And now, I’m trying so hard, with no results. I hate this.
Starting the ABC diet tomorrow. Or skinny girl?
shit this.
Anyone know what diet is better?
Barf.
The scale is probably the most frustrating part of losing weight. I ran on the treadmill for 50 minutes yesterday, plus did 20 minutes on the stair master. And I ate the cleanest I have all week. NOTHING. I didn’t lose one ounce. It just brings me down sooooo much. So I don’t know, I do weigh myself everyday, I think I will just do it every sunday? I don’t know anymore.
regret.
Yeah the only thing I regret is having regrets. I feel like I could have amounted to so much more in my life so far. If I didn’t go to pathetica …. surrounded by a bunch of ghetto people who smoke weed and don’t give a shit.about anything. They really are so cool.
I don’t know… I just feel like the person I am now, is not the person I was meant to be. Or rather,...
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People that have had their Tumblrs for 6 months...
People: Oh my god, everyone is making a tumblr now, it is SOOOO annoying. I have had one since last year, before it became popular! OMGOMGOMG. People are soooo unoriginal.
And I am just like.... I've had it since 2008, if it makes you feel any better.
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Me and my uh friends all pretend we like each other. But we don’t. Hhah functionalism. I don’t even know why I try.
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unexpected workouts = best workouts.
I can’t wait to eat, sleep, live the gym.
Once basketball is over….. you’d think it would help with the whole “healthy lifestyle” crap… no. I gain weight during season. I will get to the healthy weight that I want to be.
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I love fun.
but what the fuck is this auto tune shit at the end of some of their songs. It just ruins it… otherwise, Some Nights is really good. Maybe I will just cut those parts of the songs out.
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Have you listened to me lately?
I’ve been fucking crazy.
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I can't help it... when I see something funny, I...
So when I see your face…. obviously I am going to laugh.
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Yikes I am just too ready to leave all these shit heads behind!<3
Yes, I get it. People are always going to be judgement and shit. I get it. Seriously. I do.
But I don’t know what it is about these hypocritical people… Who cares where I shop? What type of music I listen to? I mean even how I wear my freaking hair. Yeah, this may sound bad, my next statement, but I have been...
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Damn it.
Chico state said I was exempt from the ELM. Which is the math entrance exam. And I was all “woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!” So I go to sign up for only the EPT, and I find out I am exempt from ENGLISH, not math. I HATE MATH.
AGH! Get to spend the day after my 18th birthday taking a math test<3 :,(
people contantly come and go.
And they just think that they can. That its alright.
I think people tend to forget that we are all humans. Amazing, right? We all feel.
And its alright to just leave. Leave someone for good, without ever looking back. But, when someone does the same to you, its horrible…. isn’t it?
Holy fuck. Why am I even here.
Anarbor's Tumblr: Farewell from Adam →
anarbor:
So, some of you might have been wondering if I had fallen off the face of the world or not. About two months ago, I made the decision to leave Anarbor and go back to school full time and live a normal life. It was a very hard decision to make and wasn’t a spontaneous decision. The whole time we…
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January 2012
42 posts
I think this generation might be one of the...
We have our drugs, we have our alcohol, but not many of us are truly happy.
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It is fucking ridiculous how I could have an sturdy A the ENTIRE semester, then I take the final, and I have a final grade of B. Bull shit.
I hate the schooling system so much. I know the information, I’m so much smarter than most of the kids at my school, yet because I don’t test well, I’m fucked.
got a 4.25 this semester:(
I should have a 4.75 though :’(. Damn you zulouf, I feel like stats should be the easiest shit ever, but you are a horrible teacher:(.
Basically this.
I’ve worked my ass off in basketball for the past 4 years for nothing. Every game I have played, the hundreds of hours spent at practice and film… for nothing.
All the money I’ve spent on shoes, basketball clothes, and travel teams have left me no where. It hurts. It hurts so fucking much. I’ve put my all into this program to get NOTHING back. And no one on my team can even...
I feel like I will never make it to 18. I’ve always felt this way. That I will die young. Not suicide. Just… I will die.
We will see, I have 2 months.
Everyone feels it is so necessary to tell me how...
