10:28pm
26th January 2012
Basically this.
I’ve worked my ass off in basketball for the past 4 years for nothing. Every game I have played, the hundreds of hours spent at practice and film… for nothing.
All the money I’ve spent on shoes, basketball clothes, and travel teams have left me no where. It hurts. It hurts so fucking much. I’ve put my all into this program to get NOTHING back. And no one on my team can even begin to know how that feels. Not one single person. So they can’t expect me to smile and be happy when I get to go in the last 4 minutes of the game, against a team we were guaranteed to win. And I don’t suck either. That is the great thing.
It’s bullshit. My coach is bullshit.
I hate him with everything I’ve got inside of me.
The only thing I’ve learned this year is that hard work will not get you anywhere.
